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1.
Hiding 02:34
I've got a problem Will you help me solve it? Will you waste a day Ever on me again? As it ticks and it tocks Get away from the clocks You've been hiding in This time you've been hiding in And the sticks and the rocks Cannot break what you've got You will not hide yourself again This time you've been hiding in This time you've been hiding in... I will find you I will find you I will find you I will find you I will find you I will find you I will find you I will find you I will find you
2.
Deceit 03:44
I thought that I never would have lied again To you my only friend Can we make amends? Can we make amends? What I would do for you I want to I need to I need you What I would do for you I want to I need to I need you I need you I thought that I never would have lied again But here I'm going again I'm always letting you in Into the fiction within What I would do for you I want to I need to I need you What I would do for you I want to I need to I need you I need you I thought that I never would have lied again But here I'm going again... Here I'm going again Oh here I'm going again I'm always letting me in And here I'm going again
3.
Thursday at 5 am I woke up and I stretched out You had gone and I'd finally found out We had reached the end The end of what has been Walked around an empty house I could have filled up with love inside We have reached the end The end of what has been Can we start again? Can we start again? Friday at 10 am I woke up in a cold sweat From missing you and going over my regrets Mistakes that I have made Make it impossible to say I love you like I mean it But I can see that you don't believe it And we have reached the end The end of what has been Can we start again? Can we start again? Can we start again? Saturday 9 am I woke and you called me I can't believe that you said that you need me We can make amends And end the end of what has been We freshly start a brand new part Where you are the star Of our life tonight We can make amends And end the end of what has been Can we start again? Can we start again? Can we start again? Oh oh oh oh Can we start again? Oh oh oh oh Can we start Can we start Can we start again? Oh oh oh Can we start again? Oh oh oh Oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh
4.
I couldn't believe What you'd explained to me And how in fact I couldn't see The things that you would do to me A fall from grace so playfully That I'm Disguising truth to resemble my lies Inside It's turning out that I live in my mind And all of what I'd known before I now try to hide But you try to find me I couldn't believe It was explained to me And even then it couldn't be And how could you just want to leave But smile at me so playfully And I'm I'm telling truth to reconcile the lies I hide Deep inside Where it's safe in my mind And all of what I'd known before gets stored over time Until you try to find me Until you try to find me You are Still hanging on to me You are still hanging on to me You're still hanging on to me I couldn't believe What you had shown me That you even know me Call me a friend And when I pick up the phone It's you on the other end I couldn't believe What you had shown me That you even know me Call me a friend And when I pick up the phone It's you on the other end Call me a friend And when I pick up the phone It's you on the other end It's you on the other end I couldn't believe I couldn't sleep I couldn't breathe I couldn't yawn I couldn't dream And the fabric of my mind is tearing Right at the seams And you Used to Hold it together for me And you You used to Hold it together for me Hold together for me You used to Hold it together for me You used to Hold it together for me Hold it together for me I couldn't believe And had explained to me The details in your policy And overall philosophy That prevented you from seeing me Tonight My only wish is that I see you again tonight I know what we have is real And how it is you truly feel The hurt inside begins to heal There is no doubt that you are still Hanging on to me You're still hanging on to me You're still hanging on to me You are still hanging on to me You used to You used to Hold it together for me You're still hanging on to me But you You used to Hold it together for me Now you're still hanging on to me You're still hanging on to me You're still hanging on to me You used to Hold it together for me Hangin on to me You're hanging on to me You're hanging on to me You used to Hold it together for me Hold it together for me Hold it together for me You used to Hold it together for me Hold it together for me Hold it together for me
5.
I'm standing right beside you For the lift off and the launch I'm trying to get through to you I'm trying to read your thoughts I'm never far away I'm never that far gone I'm always coming back to you I've loved you all along I've loved you all along What totally defines you I've been allowed to watch I've been there for the building And the lift off and the launch I'll never be out of reach I'll never be that far gone I'm always coming home to you I've loved you all along I've loved you all along I will stand beside you However long you want You're flying on your own, long past The lift off and the launch I'll never be out of touch I'll never be gone that long I'm always coming home to you I've loved you all along I've loved you all along These are all the things That I will never be I'm always coming home to you So please come home to me These are all the things That I will never be I'm always coming home to you So please come home to me Please come home to me Please come home to me
6.
Large & Hard 05:24
I am finally free From everything that you are And you wanted to be When will you finally see That the things that you hate Are the things that you need Oh baby I'm a star Oh baby I'm a star And when you look deep inside At the things that you hide At the things you believe The million ways that you lie And not one reason to try But every reason to leave Oh baby I'm a star Oh baby I'm a star Everyone wants a piece But no one will ever really know me I can't get past all the nagging from the old me Controls me And keeps me down Fills the silence when you're not around But underground where the bass beats stay in charge With the kick drum thumping out large & hard Discard everything you have learned before Relax, sit back and enjoy the show... I am finally free From everything that you are And everything that you need And when you finally see That the sum of your parts Well, they add up to me Oh baby I'm a star Oh baby I'm a star I have found another way I have found another way I have found another way I have found another way What ever feelings are wrong You have felt them all along While you were playing with me But now that you are gone The game is on And I am finally free Oh baby I'm a star Oh baby I'm a star Everyone wants a piece But no one will ever really own me I can't sit back and relax like the old me Console me And stick around I need you here and I need you now Cause underground where the bass beats stay in charge And the kick drum's thumping out large & hard Scarred for life, cause the beat is tight And seeing me in a completely different light Seeing me in a completely different light You are seeing me in a completely different light You are seeing me in a completely different light You are seeing me in a completely different light You are seeing me in a completely different light You are seeing me in a completely different light You are seeing me in a completely different light You are seeing me in a completely different light Seeing me in a completely different light
7.
Let's see if I can't catch a couple of bong rips on tape... Turn it up Turn it up Oooo, hit that If I could reach up and touch the sky Well I guess that means I'm too damn high I'm fighting hard just to stay alive Even though I don't believe that I can survive But if you're there with me That's all I need And I forgot my name and I lost my pride So I guess that means I'm too damn high I'm fighting hard cause I have to try Even though I don't believe that I can survive But if you're there with me That's all I need I lost my watch and forgot the time Well I guess that means I'm too damn high I'm fighting truth to believe in lies Even though I don't believe that I can survive But if you're there with me That's all I need
8.
I'm playing a game of pac man Trying to imagine that You and I will be at the end But it's harder to play a game when You hold the cards real close in You and I will be at the end You and I will be at the end Our second chance for romance Started off with the first dance And you and I were there at the end What started out as small as A tiny spark and an oil can It blew up into this... It blew up into this... It blew up into this... I've gone and drifted off in my mind and I have totally lost that game of pac man And you weren't there at the end And when I looked around and I realized that You were not gone you'd never come by I'm alone here at the end I'm alone All by myself I live inside of my head I'm alone All by myself I live inside of my head I'm alone All by myself I live inside of my head I'm alone All by myself I live inside of my head
9.
She looked in the mirror And decided it was time to get movin' on Packed her clothes in a suitcase And made her last appointment at the salon Stephanie Wait for me Maybe I can I can still come along We all hope that you'll come back We all hope that it won't be long We hope it won't be long We hope it won't be long Said her goodbyes Loose ends were tied And she's read-to-go She can leave behind her things It's her friends that she can't let go Stephanie Wait for me Maybe I can, I can I can keep you company Or write a combination of words In hopes that you will not leave I hope you never leave I hope you never leave With an airline ticket And a bag that is regulation size She hides her tears away Under glasses oversized Stephanie Wait for me Maybe I can I can hear you calling for me To pick you up from the airport When you decide you cannot leave I hope you never leave I hope you never leave I hope you never leave No regrets Staying home with her friends Was just not meant to be She turned the car back around And drove to the airport at high speed Stephanie Wait for me Maybe I can I can see what you see So maybe you stay for a while And you just talk it out with me... I hope you never leave Permanently I hope you never leave Permanently I hope you never leave Permanently I hope you never leave Permanently Permanently
10.
Blue-Green 04:44
I confess That you get the very best of me Put me to the test And check security And you locked me in with that way you looked at me I see your eyes are blue You see my eyes are green I confess You can have whatever's left of me Part of you is all I want to be Locking eyes in time and it feels like I cannot breathe I see your eyes are blue You see my eyes are green You and I Get to believe That everything we see is real You and I Get to believe That everything we see is real I confess That you deserve the very best from me Can't keep you waiting From your fate or destiny And in a room full of beautiful people you're the one I see I can see your eyes are blue You can see my eyes are green I confess That you've made a total mess of me And I get no rest dressing up the shiny parts of me In a display that I can only hope you take sincerely And I can see your eyes are blue You can see my eyes are green You and I Get to believe That everything we see is real You and I Get to believe That everything we see is real
11.
Here it goes It's time to overthrow Everything I know Reprogram who I am For you For you For you For you I'm in control No fear of letting go Of everything I know Reprogram who I am Build to suit Build to suit Build to suit Build to suit Build to suit Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah And letting go Of all you've ever known Would show the length you'd go To reprogram who I am For you For you For you For you And I should've known That you would have to go With my cover fully blown Reprogram who I am Build to suit Build to suit Build to suit Build to suit I left a note And hoped you wouldn't go But stay and take it slow Reprogram who I am For you For you For you For you Oh, for you Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
12.
If we don't know what this is I say That we just examine it today Find out where this will take us What will make or what will break us What will break us? Break us down, down, down Until we know just what this is I say That we just make this our home today And we leave the world on the outside Wrapped up in a blanket, you and I You and I Alone Alone Alone Just take a hold of me now I'm throwing my arms around All of this love I have found And we don't know what this is but I bet That we'll start this off with no regrets And find out that this has saved us What it would take to make or break us And nothing can break us Break us down, down, down Until we know just what this is I guess It's up to us to decide when this will end And just leave the world on the outside Warm inside beside you and lost in your eyes You and I Alone Alone Alone Just take a hold of me now And tell me you'll be around Now that we're finding this out, out, out Alone Alone Just take a hold of me now I'm throwing my arms around You, my entire world
13.
I I said a mouthful again Put myself in this position Where it's hard to be friends Cause you and I make too much sense But if it's all in my head Well I'd simply ask for your forgiveness And help In moving on I I thought I saw you again Could I still be what you are missing? Isn't it hard to be friends? When you and I make too much sense But if it's all in my head How do you get yourself in here? To the back Of my mind I I have a memory of when A time and place we were together And we were much more than friends Cause you and I make too much sense But if it's all in my head I want you to stay right where you are Alone In here with me Alone In here with me Alone In here with me A A thousand colours of night They all shine when we're together They say it's all in my mind But I don't care if it's forever I never want it to end And they tell me I'll be stuck in here While you are moving on I I thought I saw you again While I was wandering around the garden I got the message you sent The one that is all up in my head I never want it to end But you hardly ever come by here To the back Of my mind I I have a memory of when A time and place we were together And we were much more than friends Cause you and I make too much sense But if it's all in my head I want you to stay right where you are Alone In here with me Alone In here with me Alone In here with me
14.
Sunrise And no surprise That I wake up right beside you in time In our perfect life What a privilege To see your eyes And mine collide The way they darken Or how they light up the sky Or an entire room When I'm with you Sunrise The way we lie Together like towels in the dryer and I Want this perfect life To stay where it is To see your eyes And mine collide The way they darken Or how they light up the sky Or an entire room When I'm with you I am with you I am with you I am with you I am with you Sunset And no regrets Cause we shared all of our secrets this time It's a perfect life That we're living in To see your eyes And mine collide The way they darken The way they light up the sky Or an entire room When I'm with you When I'm with you When I'm with you When I'm with you When I'm with you Sunset And back in bed Where I'll fall asleep beside you in time Every perfect night Ends this way When I'm with you When I'm with you When I'm with you When I'm with you Sunset And back in bed Where I'll fall asleep beside you in time Every perfect night Ends this way I am with you I am with you I am with you I am with you

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released September 1, 2011

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