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Large & Hard

by Balls Deep In Your Stepmom

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1.
Slip Resistant 04:15
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If I could scratch the surface of the meaning I would not be stuck with all these burning questions I feel like my breathing's leaving me but have to try I've got to make it somehow, I've got the will to survive Keep a steady focus and you will be alive We can make it through this, it's not our time to die One day I wandered off to where my shadow goes With the lights all off, but the feelings glow It's a place that only you and I should know A place we go to together so we can just be alone And on this day I wandered where my shadow goes Til the lights came on, and they all came home The memory of you is swimming in my head And so the love's alive but the feeling's dead Paraphrasing all the things I wish you had said I'm paraphrasing all the things I wish you had said Why couldn't it be everything you thought you meant Perhaps it's because it's just not what you intend Slip resistant, oh oh Slip resistant I'm slip resistant, oh oh Slip resistant A catastrophic mess for a contortionist Who had an appointment with your average dentist Who said "relax, lay back and just breathe this in" The next thing I knew the chair and I could co-exist Reality is not so slip resistant, I find.... Slip resistant, oh oh Slip resistant Slip resistant, oh oh Slip resistant So let the curtains close down on another night We let the darkness through into the morning light I'm packing up but you can stay here if you like Whatever it will take to put it all back right I'll take the clock springs out and let the time unwind Whatever it will take to put it all back right Slip resistant, oh oh Slip resistant Slip resistant, oh oh Slip resistant
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Something You Collect 01:55
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It's not so easy to be All the things that you want me to be Like something you collect And then place perfectly I wish that I was special So you would like me You might say That you want me to stay Like something you collect But reject And then forget to dust everyday I wish that I was special So you would like me But I still sit and wait On attention for attention never paid Like something you collect And throw away I wish that I was special So you would like me It's not so easy to be All the things that you want me to be Like something you collected And then placed perfectly I wish that I was special So you would like me
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The Things We Never Said 03:44
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Put a pen to the pad I'm sad when I see that you are missing I write the words down for you to say aloud but it feels like no one's listening Ok, and here's the first thing that I want you to know That I'm not far gone and it won't be long until we are alone So let's go And tip toe up the stairs And crack open the door Show them all the reasons that you been hiding for So ok, here we go But which way have we went? I can't tell between the real feelings and the things we never said Well I bet You still see my face when you close your eyes I know you still You still see my face when you close your eyes You still see my face when you close your eyes I know you still You still see my face when you close your eyes And it's all kind of sad Too bad it went down like that But I think if it's all for the best Well then we'll all get some rest And get this shit off our chest When it's fresh in the morning Can't you see how all your words are just distracting me? Like the beat of a constant drum or the refrigerator hum And the power's out again So we are playing in the rain Without a care in the world Or thought of the girl that we'll never see again I know you still You still see my face when you close your eyes You still see my face when you close your eyes Can't you see how all your words are just distracting me? Like the beat of a constant drum or the refrigerator hum And the power's out again So we are playing in the rain Without a care in the world Or thought of the girl that we'll never see again Without a care in the world Or thought of the girl that we'll never see again That we'll never see again We'll never see again I know you still You still see my face when you close your eyes You still see my face when you close your eyes I know you still You still see my face when you close your eyes You still see my face when you close your eyes
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Streetlights Stop Time 03:48
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Streetlights Blink twice You might Step on the gas too hard tonight To get far away from here And far away from me Foresight You decide That our dead end has long arrived Get far away from here And far away from me Get far away from me Streetlights Stop time But you might Step on the gas too hard tonight To get far away from here And far away from me In time Inside You'll find a peace that once had died Far away from here And far away from me Get far away from me Get far away from me Get far away from me Streetlights Hold tight Cause you might See me before this ends tonight Get far away from here And far away from me Cause I'll find You in time You're the only thought I have in mind So get far away from here And far away from me Get far away from me Get far away from me
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Every Time I Fall 03:30
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Everytime I fall You're right there To pick me up When we're both too old I'll still be there To hold you up Fall if I stand up to hold you As I'm still getting to know you at 43 We both let go You don't know me at all Fall in love like we did that June While we melted away as the flowers would bloom And my eyes Were locked on you Everytime I fall You're right there To pick me up When we're far too old I'll still be there To hold you up Fall if I stand up to hold you As I'm still getting to know you at 43 We both let go You don't know me at all Fall in love like we did that June While we melted away as the flowers would bloom And my eyes Were locked on you My eyes were locked on you And my eyes My eyes were locked on you
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The End Is Not Defined 05:11
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The simple facts And complex math Make this decision Unequivocal We're falling fast Heroes unmasked And all their good deeds Become trivial What you don't see Brings harm to me What you could not save Took me away I've spent my time alone And waiting for this chance for us again Now I've done the math And I've hatched a plan All I have to do is turn the tables Once and for all The heroes will fall It only takes one villain to rule them all What you don't see Is the darkness in me And what you could not save Took my soul away Been waiting for this chance to Not miss this new circumstance again A change of plans And gambled hands Make this decision inevitable A new attack Getaway plan While your escape is now impossible What you don't see Is all dead to me What you could not save Is who I am today I've spent my time alone and Waiting for another face to face And here we go again And here we go again And here we go again And here we go I still believe That a superhero can save me just in time By reading the thoughts in my mind I still believe That a superhero can save me just in time And punish you for your crimes I still believe That a superhero can save me just in time And that the end is not defined I still believe That a superhero can save me just in time By reading the thoughts in my mind I still believe That a superhero can save me just in time And punish you for your crimes I still believe That a superhero can save me just in time And that the end is not defined
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Hourglass 03:50
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I'm on the right path There is no looking back When I look at the choice you had It's kind of sad when you see that a mind Can crack like that And fade right into black What was once sharp has now gone slack Cause once was a time when you were firin' off But now it only seems like you're firing back And well homie It's just kind of sad And knowing what you'd do with you choice you had and And I watched all of our plans Fall away like grains of hourglass sand
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Heavy Opiates 01:32
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No I can't stop But I just can't stay away In your arms I begin again No I can't stop But I just can't stay away In your arms I begin again I just can't stop I can take the pain Knock myself down Pick myself up again Knock myself down Pick myself up again
9.
Cement Shoes 03:42
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It's intense It's intense As I run from this It's intense It's intense As I run from this Put the brakes on Sort my head out Got the shakes So I've gotta get the lead out It's intense It's intense As I run from this It's intense It's intense As I run from this Put a face on Don't raise an eyebrow Got a tail So I've gotta get the lead out It's intense Intense Keep me breathing As I get busy dying You're fighting so hard I don't know why I keep trying And these cement shoes Certainly know what to do As I sink to the bottom And I fade from your view This is the fate that is waiting for me if I don't get the lead out This is the fate that is waiting for me if I don't get the lead out This is the fate that is waiting for me if I don't get the lead out This is the fate that is waiting for me if I don't get the lead out It's intense It's intense As I run from this It's intense It's intense As I run from this Put the brakes on Sort my head out I've been made So I've gotta get the lead out It's intense It's intense As I run from this It's intense It's intense As I run from this It's intense It's intense As I run from this It's intense It's intense As I run from this This is the fate that is waiting for me if I don't get the lead out This is the fate that is waiting for me if I don't get the lead out This is the fate that is waiting for me if I don't get the lead out This is the fate that is waiting for me if I don't get the lead out Gotta get the lead out Get the lead out
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Punched Repeatedly 06:02
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Mind is sound But in your eyes I cannot be found The time grows close And in your eyes I can see your soul I can see your soul... Try to find Moonlight in eyes But let fate decide The time draws near And in your eyes I can see the fear And in your eyes I can see the fear... In your eyes I can see the, see the fear All inside Your eyes play tricks But I can see through time Grows close And in your eyes I can see my ghost I can see my ghost... Pray to skies Your eyes they cry Like the well has just run dry For you and I The well has just run dry For you and I The well has just run dry For you and I The well has just run dry It's in your eyes It's in your eyes The well has just run dry It's in your eyes It's in your eyes The well has just run dry
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Step Lightly 02:44
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I dropped my wrench in the sink I heard you creeping downstairs I heard you stepping lightly in the back of my mind Though what is lost Still cannot be found I'd still like to help you try to find it The air is thick and heavy in here Like the outcome is pre-determined Take your time and look around Take your time and look around Take your time and look around Take your time and look around Take your time and look around Take your time and look around I cannot live With what I have become I'm just another version Or a duplication Of another person That I am supposed to be But when I look in the mirror That is never who I see
12.
Man Parts 1 & 2 05:03
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Menacing The lights bounce playfully Off of the feelings that you gave to me Someone said that you should try to save me Yeah, that's what they think Because they don't really know me But they have all bought in and own me They want to rent out and control me Yeah, that's what they told me But an existence truly lonely Is really what they've sold me And it's out of my control All out of my control Lost sight of all the goals I can't maintain control Continue down the spiral And all decisions final I'm living underneath your skin You can feel me creeping in A beautiful inception intertwined with a physical connection And like a disease I'm in Part of you acknowledges within The mechanical parts have been broken down to the ground And then rebuilt again I am Breaking free now Coming through the haze I am Breaking free now Coming through the haze I am Breaking free now Coming through the haze I am Breaking free now Coming through the haze I am Breaking free now Coming through the haze And into twilight as it fades You and I have got it made
13.
Class In Session - Class Dismissed 02:27
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Two people lost in thought Discussing the art of not getting caught They were strangers only months ago it seems Now she's coursing through your veins and here to stay Glass of lemonade and hand grenade You and I have been bound in time for so long I'm so glad you have found me again Without your cosmic persistence I don't know if I could Never know if I should even I pursue you with reckless abandon I pursue you with good intentions And all I really want is to be able to feel you close to me But these things that I have mentioned All along without intention Class in session, class dismissed I crossed you off my xmas list And now you're gone But maybe we can't beat Out all the rhythms that you seek All of these patterns keep repeating Repeating, repeating, repeat Two people lost in the thought Believing that they wont get caught Things were bad Things are good Always thought that I would be yours Always thought that I would be yours Always thought that I would be yours Always thought that I would be yours Always thought that I would be yours
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Anticipation 03:47
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She knows She goes up to the window And gets cold You could see the look in her eyes As I pull down the drive As I pull down the drive Killing the lights She sneaks up And she grabs me from behind Now drawing the blinds I wonder if I'll die tonight... I wonder... I wonder if I'll die tonight... She knows My body language Speaks to her in code She watches off to the side And I wonder if I'll... I wonder if I'll die tonight... I wonder... I wonder if I'll die tonight... I wonder... I wonder if I'll die tonight... If I'll die tonight I wonder... I wonder if I'll die tonight... If I'll die tonight I wonder... I wonder...

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released September 1, 2011

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Balls Deep In Your Stepmom Vancouver, British Columbia

A couple of hacks with great intentions fail spectacularly throughout the years. Enjoy.

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