Past.Present.Future

from There Is No Hope (Final Demos & B-Sides) by Balls Deep In Your Stepmom

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Stumbling, my stupid mouth
Tripped on the words as they came out
I can’t help myself right now
These strings are pulled
I don’t know how to speak these thoughts I think aloud
To speak these thoughts and still feel proud
Of the image that I’d become
When it’s all been said and done before

A photograph and memory
A picture of what’s real to me
I can’t help but feel something
The wind on my face whispers things
That I should have done long before
The days had passed and we ignored
Potential problems at our door
Entitled and secure
We just moved on

And we never looked back
You were serious as a heart attack
I felt the rage and I did the math
And that caused me to subtract
I know, I know...

Years went by without a word
I wish the silence didn’t hurt
I can’t hear the things you’d say
Alive or dead, it’s all the same
And I wish that was not the case
But if we could somehow reclaim
Our past and make it our today,
I bet you’d be the same still wouldn’t you?

Wouldn’t you?
Wouldn’t you?
Wouldn’t you?

The story ends, a chapter closed
I’ll say goodbye, I’ll feel alone
I can’t hear your words no more
I might be free but I’m unsure
If the strings have disappeared
Or if they’ll one day reappear
I’m strong enough to stand on my own
Fragile enough to break, I’m all alone

I guess I got what I wanted
I guess I got what I wanted

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from There Is No Hope (Final Demos & B-Sides), released December 2, 2019

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