I couldn't believe
What you'd explained to me
And how in fact I couldn't see
The things that you would do to me
A fall from grace so playfully
That I'm
Disguising truth to resemble my lies
Inside
It's turning out that I live in my mind
And all of what I'd known before
I now try to hide
But you try to find me

I couldn't believe
It was explained to me
And even then it couldn't be
And how could you just want to leave
But smile at me so playfully
And I'm
I'm telling truth to reconcile the lies I hide
Deep inside
Where it's safe in my mind
And all of what I'd known before gets stored over time
Until you try to find me
Until you try to find me

You are
Still hanging on to me
You are still hanging on to me
You're still hanging on to me

I couldn't believe
What you had shown me
That you even know me
Call me a friend
And when I pick up the phone
It's you on the other end
I couldn't believe
What you had shown me
That you even know me
Call me a friend
And when I pick up the phone
It's you on the other end

Call me a friend
And when I pick up the phone
It's you on the other end
It's you on the other end

I couldn't believe
I couldn't sleep
I couldn't breathe
I couldn't yawn
I couldn't dream
And the fabric of my mind is tearing
Right at the seams
And you
Used to
Hold it together for me

And you
You used to
Hold it together for me
Hold together for me
You used to
Hold it together for me
You used to
Hold it together for me
Hold it together for me

I couldn't believe
And had explained to me
The details in your policy
And overall philosophy
That prevented you from seeing me
Tonight
My only wish is that I see you again tonight

I know what we have is real
And how it is you truly feel
The hurt inside begins to heal
There is no doubt that you are still
Hanging on to me

You're still hanging on to me
You're still hanging on to me
You are still hanging on to me
You used to
You used to
Hold it together for me
You're still hanging on to me
But you
You used to
Hold it together for me
Now you're still hanging on to me
You're still hanging on to me
You're still hanging on to me
You used to
Hold it together for me
Hangin on to me
You're hanging on to me
You're hanging on to me
You used to
Hold it together for me
Hold it together for me
Hold it together for me
You used to
Hold it together for me
Hold it together for me
Hold it together for me